hmm...today math lesson learn new thing! haha....now can understand maths better le...woot~ hmm...today morning weather so nice....then afternoon rain ~.~ sianz ah...2 lesson modern dance learn nth leh...then today teacher angry at some idiot...keep on talking and playing when he's talking....walao feel so sia suay.....today after school i thinking about some problem....its about... **** **** de problem la......then suddenly think of this phase.... "One kills because one killed, one get killed because one kills" this cycle will never end....how to solve problem if human are behaving like this huh!
" leelee " 6:47 PM
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
hmm....everythings seem fine infront of my eye....been happy this few days....nth much happen... x.x but....something....some problem....are coming....been on my mind for...pass 2 weeks....keep sensing it....what would happen...between my friends...in school...or........... haiz...y things keep coming after one another.....guide me please....cant do it alone.... x.x
" leelee " 8:55 PM
Monday, March 19, 2007
at last...school open le...haa....hmm....today...not quiet happy....first lesson...math get back our last test result...fadillah fail...and i jolly well know the reason...and this is wad i fear most b4 comfessing to her...it really came true....haiz....feel guilty....but i cant do anything....wanna help her...but i cant....i remember on feb...i told myself to take note of wad fadillah was confuse in math lesson...then b4 exam, i would do some search to make it simple for her to understand...but now...my wish is smash...wad can i do huh....or why has it got to turn out this way....
" leelee " 9:16 PM
Saturday, March 17, 2007
today stay at home the whole day using the computer ah...so sianz...1 more day till school open x.x not yet do any homework lolx...2ml sunday must complete all homework le... >.<
" leelee " 9:17 PM
Friday, March 16, 2007
hmm...morning 4.30am wake up use computer...play games for awhile..then 5.45 go bath...around 6.20am went out to meet frens to have breakfast~ hm...eat yong tau fu again ^^ around 7am reach sch...still 1 hour early...lol...sit on banch and listen to music...until teacher come...went up to hall...get ready and meditation~ after modern dance...went home and take my bike...went to interchange mac...meet mang ting, su ting and their frens...around 1pm plus...went home...on computer again.....play games...cuz got nth to do...haiz...
" leelee " 8:02 PM
Thursday, March 15, 2007
hmm...nth much happen today...same old boring day....just wanna go back school...
" leelee " 10:20 PM
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
today is a...boring day....lolx....not much things to do....early morning...wake up around 3am cuz my sister on air con...my body cant take cold...wake up...take my pillow and blanket go out sleep on the floor lolx...then around 6am wake up...on computer...then donno wad to do...got nth to do also....so watch vcd....but around 8am+ watch finish liao...then ganpoh call me...say go play lan with him and jin hao...so i went lor...since i nth to do...and jian hao got his jia jia le....>.< we play for 7 hours....woot....1 hour only $1...special promotion until 18 march only...after around 5pm...we went to novena square....walk walk for awhile...then ganpoh say he hungry...so we went to KFC...then then....went to take MRT...then go home le.....haiz...wonder wad to do on thursday...friday....saturday....sunday...until can go school...ahhh...no school is so bored!!..
" leelee " 8:31 PM
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
hmm..today's a boring day....from morning to like 2pm...i got nth to do...and donno wad to do...even with computer...i still feel bored...haiz...maybe...there's somethings i wanna do...or someone i wanna be with...that's y im feeling bored without it...? hmmm....around 2pm plus....went to jin hao house...cuz..nth to do at home...feel so bored...no one to company me....hmm...jian hao ah...if u really love jia jia...u must have the basic trust in her u know...u cannot and must not doubt that she will be another person after overseas...cuz...the fate between you and jia jia have already been decided the very moment you both started...if it's fate that she would change heart....no matter how good you are to her...she would change too...if it's fate that u both are meant to be together...then cherish it...don regrat when you lose it... =)
" leelee " 9:10 PM
Monday, March 12, 2007
hmmm...monday! sianz...1 week no sch is sooo bored....today...morning go sch for modern dance...until around 12pm...then go coffee shop eat lunch~ after eating...send julin to bus stop....then then...go interchange mac...meet jian hao's 2 god sister....su ting and mang ting...chat chat....then go walk walk....go library slack awhile...around 3 i think...then we go home....waa...at home nth to do...got computer also donno do wad...sooo sianz....i dam dam hate holidays...nth to do....no life....haiz....
" leelee " 8:01 PM
Sunday, March 11, 2007
sunday today...mostly i stay at home de...but today...must company jian hao! >.< me...ferris...jian hao...12pm meet at inter....take mrt....go jurong swiming complex.....woot...so long nv go there le...the swiming playground under upgrading...we went to lazy rivel....then the wave there....we didt lent any float....but we found 1...lolx...someone just abandon their float near the cave at the lazy rivel...so we took it...and use it...haha...after around 2hour...we go out market eat...suddenly ferris talk about who i love all that...waa...suddenly i no mood...-___- haiz....we go back take mrt...eyes soo tired...so on mrt i listen to mp3 and close my eye for the whole ride....(meditation)...and think of something else...haha....after reach bedok...open my eye...woot feel like just wake up....but i didt sleep la....eye not tired le....reach home soo tired..then chien yee ask me online msn!....so i on computer...but msn cant work...zzz..got to use window live msg...boo.....
" leelee " 8:36 PM
Saturday, March 10, 2007
saturday! hmm...morning 6.20am meet jian hao and ferris go eat breakfast....didt know that the market got sell yong tau fu...woot...didt expect this kind of place also got sell...lolx....so i go buy...sign board put $2...but aunti told me $2.50...boo.....eat le then go cycle awhile...then go sch for CCA....i only rmb 3 kind of step...so told myself..i must learn all the step by today ahh!! so i keep asking the couch question...until i understand...lolx....so now i rmb all the step le...=D after CCA go eat...then go home...1plus go to east coast with jian hao,chee boon and ferris....we ride bike go...i tot very far..cuz take bus so long...but awhile then reach le...we go arcade awhile....then go bowling.....i first time play sia....donno how to shoot all that...haha....after playing then we ride ride...to jetty...at the end there was soo windy...looking up in the sky so beautiful~ so peaceful there....how i wish u were there...sure like the weather....after dreaming at there for awhile...we ride back to bedok...on the way..ferris lead us to another way...we ride on the road...(no cars la) then on the way up slop...seeing cheeboon so hard to ride up...i ask him to stand up and ride...but he donno how -.- so he come down and walk lolx...then we play slop...awhile...then ran into graveyard....ferris ask us who wan go pray(in chinese)but i ignore him...cuz im christan la...i believe gods know how to guide "them"...then ferris go pray...then we go ride ride...for around 20min...we ride very fast...let cheeboon tired...but its good for him also...haha...then he say very tired....we go ma ma shop buy drinks...we chat awhile..thinking sunday go where...cuz i promise jian hao GF then i take care of him while she's overseas...so that he wont be BORED...lol....urgue here and there....finally decide to go jurong swiming...haha
" leelee " 9:18 PM
Friday, March 9, 2007
hmmm.....nth much happen today....just had too much excerise....lolx...hope u will be safe this 1 week holidays =)
" leelee " 8:17 PM
Thursday, March 8, 2007
early 4.30am wake up...first thing on my mind was...will u talk to me...haiz...really hope...we can be like last time again...as u treat me as a fren...come to me when u need help....after i got up from bed...switch on my computer...go in to online game...chat with my fren...suddenly think kennath...wondering y he absent for 3 weeks...meanwhile was thinking..who would be sick for 3 weeks without going to hospital...so i decided to ask my fren...as i am close to 2 of my online frens....so i ask them if they got saw kennath online...(i tell them ken nick) they said have....almost everyday....3am - 6am....i was like WTF.....SICK still can play games daily at MIDNIGHT!! i tired talking to kennath...ask him to wake up from his sense....don be addit to games....but he just don wanna listen...i tired for years...since the day i met him....but this time...i just got to say "sry" to ken...this is my last resort...since he's addict to PirateKingOnline...i just got to find a way to get him out...so i ask my 2 fren for help...i told them ken's story...and i ask them to PK(kill) him on sight...i know it's bad of me to ask them to kill him in game...but...i need to be cruel to be kind....to help u....=/ hope you will get bored from dying and come back school my fren....ok...in sch...saw fadillah...wanted to speak to her..but she give me that look...so i know...something still holding her back from talking to me...so i just walk away...but it break my heart to do this...=/ at maths lesson...we had test...i can tell that she wanted to ask me things....but she didt....haiz....so...when contact time...she was kinda late...ms liao was giving out letters...so i keep 1 for her...when she came...she said "ty ah". at that moment...i suddenly felt happy that you talk to me...but...after saying ty...u turn away...haiz...then we nv talk to each other for the rest of today.....how i was i know wad problem you're facing....i wanna help you...as for me...just hope that i can have the will to train myself to a higher level...to protect my frens...and the one i love....i don wanna 1 day heard that my frens is in trouble and i cant do anything...=/
" leelee " 7:10 PM
Wednesday, March 7, 2007
it's wednesday...first thing on my mind was...why did she did this to me...well...just went to school...but reach school at 7am...then remember that today school start at 8....so i just went to school...sit down...thinking...and thinking the same question...waiting for fadillah to come...and she came...so i went to sit down...she look at me..and turn away....at that moment...just felt that something poke my heart...was so pain...just went to sit down...then jian hao told me that...jia jia msg him...say that her fren, joan need my help...a pervert guy name hong gee send her pervert msg....make her scared....and want me to send her home...so i agree...at least...they come to me when they need help...was kind of happy...it make me wan to train harder...i really don wanna have a moment when my fren in need...i could not help them....so i didt eat and just drink a packet of milo and went off to do pull up..sit up...then jia jia and joan came...joan said ty to me for agreeing to help her..in a very happy and friendly way....at that moment...i swear..i wont not let anyone harm my frens....without harming me first....really hope i could train myself to a level that i could really protect my frens....meanwhile...seeing fadillah make me sad...wanna cry...today is the 2nd day..she didt talk to me...haiz...but don wanna make my fren sad...so just act happy...but...deep down..i really got no mood....after school...that pervert hong gee was waiting for joan outside school gate...so i just ride my bike outside and ask joan to hop on...hong gee came and ask where is she going...she told hong gee she was going home...hong gee say "no, i wan u to company me home"....then i turn back and look at hong gee...then he say "nvm, bb" to joan....then everything was fine...and send joan to her ah ma hus...
" leelee " 7:14 PM
04.03.07
saturday night....had a dream...dream that fadillah had an accident...and she was gone....i was so sad..regrat that i didt tell her that i love her...when i woke up...i was happy that it was just a dream...lying in bed for 1 hour...thinking whether to tell her my feeling for her anot...but was afraid that she would ignore me...and would not ask me question anymore like last time..and would affect her sch work...if i don confess to her...i might regrat like how i regrat in my dream....after around 45min....finally decided to tell her....i msg her...tell her that i love her....was thinking how i am gonna start...while typing...was worried that...she would avoid me...like most of the gals would do to a guy that confess to her....somehow...while typing...i tears drop down from my eye...after sending the msg...was hopping for her reply....anything..as long as she wont avoid me...and will still treat me as a frens....waited...and waited....but no reply...it's the first time that i confess to the girl i love....at night...just told myself everything would be fine....so i went to sleep....
05.03.07
it's monday...morning wake up...keep thinking how would fadillah treat me...after reading the msg i send her yesterday morning.....went to sch as normal...in maths lesson...i act as nothing had happen...so saw her just say hi...then pass her the national day picture she asked me to find...then after the last lesson....thats EOA...suddenly she call me...so i turn back....she told me that she only treat me as a classmate....although my heart was pain..but i accepted it....i told her i know and i understand...she told me sry to make me disappointed....at that moment....i was kinda happy...that she would say such things....well...at least she didt ignore me....when practicing dance...fadillah came...was happy...so just practice....and practice....i can feel that she stll treat me as a fren...so i was happy....
06.03.07
it's tuesday...happily went to sch...the words she said to me yesterday keep on refresh on my mind...so was feeling happy....i maths lesson...suddenly i felt something was wrong...i look at her...she turn away coldly...i can see that she wanted to ask me question...but something was holding her back...so she did not ask...i tot she would not ignore me...but...i was wrong...very wrong...suddenly...i felt weak..dam weak...i broke down...got no mood to do anything...haiz...but something tells me that...monday after she went home...someone told her something...that make her treat me coldly....but i just could not guess out that person...im dam sad...after sch...i leave my frens...i went to cycle...keep on thinking...what did i do..that make her suddenly avoid me...ytd we were fine....i bought a packet of sweet...wanted to share w ith her...but...suddenly all this happen...i really donno wad to do...during recess...i got no mood to eat..so just drink a packet of milo...then go do pull up...after that...do pumping...then hand stand...i just wanna make myself stronger...make myself to a higher lvl...to protect the one i love...but i know...no matter how strong one is...one cant protect someone 24hours....i cried....i felt useless...i know that she didt mean to avoid me...but i just could not guess out the reason why she's doing this to me....really...really got no mood....i feel weak...dam weak...just wanna ask her why is she doing this....to...me....
" leelee " 5:52 PM
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Name: Lee Wei Jian Jonathan
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