Friday, April 25, 2014

hais...whole day gone...just like that...  u said u wanna spent time with me...was so happy to hear that, but u brought along ur cousin...and with him around...we cant hug...cant even hold hands...then the moment u step inside the room... its like you totally forgotten about me...u got attracted by them... leaving me alone... sat there waiting for u to play finish...but u sat there with pauline...and then ur cousin...felt so disappointed...so much for saying u wanna pei me...really felt sian...so i took a walk outside and inform u...but u ignore my msg...sometimes i wonder...how much i meant to u...

everyday afterwork, all i wan is just to see u...to keep u company...be it house or cc...im happy just by ur side...everyday i would wake up early and go to ur house just so we can spent that little time together...even if it's my off day, i still slept for just 5-6hours and company u to sch.  but on the other hand...u wont...

everytime we play together...i'll try my best to equalize our strength so you wouldn't get hurt, but at times u would just hurt me...pull my hair real hard...pinch me real hard...

everytime after my deployment...the first thing i do with my phone is to text u...but i realize u don do this sorts of stuffs ...

everytime u starts something...and i reacted to it...u would blame me for getting angry...just like ur indirect on me...i let it go everytime...but everytime it get worst...

mayb i care too much...mayb im too attracted to u...mayb im doing too much for someone i love...

all these little stuffs adds up...and really made me wonder...how much i meant to u...

nights...


" leelee "
10:51 PM


Thursday, April 24, 2014

hello!  woahhh 10 days since i last blog xD  been getting pester by betchy to blog lololol !  okies currently at betchy house ~  she's sleeping like a pig now :P

waa recent have been sick - recover - sick again till now...still coughing and sore throat,  suey lo ! act sick to get MC to pei betch then turn out really sick HAAHHAH! these few days betchy aint really in the mood cuz... her cousin died in a accident, but up till now no one knows how it happens, only knows that he bang onto a lamp post and bleed to death, his motor bike are functioning well etc, for some reason he just hit the lamp post... betchy was very sad, she cried ... and didt went for sch for 3 days,  betchy told me that she's not gonna let me ride motor bike , but she herself wanna ride !  crap gals logic LOL!  imma more skill then you :P  well betchy...lets pray your cousin are able to Rest in Peace.   hope now ya know why i invest so much money on my bicycle lights tho you keep saying wasting money, i rather spent money to see clearly and be seen by others at night then spending money lying in hospital or even died.  betchy suddenly said that we gotta cherish our life, guess that her cousin death made her wake up from her peaceful world.  something that i had already know , in a way i have lost my mum already...been cherishing my life since, that's why imma always staying happy :)  also the reason i love history on wars so much... knowing that the Peace we're all having were paid by millions of lives during WW2 which many had forgotten...donno why but somehow i feel them... the price they pay for our Peace T_T

been following the news for awhile now...getting the feel that the world might be heading to WW3 soon... conflict between Iran-israel , both koreans...rising of china that had a few standoff with japans and other asian country recently...and russia invading ukraine... USA starts to put sanction on Russia, they're going back to Cold War relation... kinda worrying =s  and singapore starting to call up support personnel for ICT...  (which is me , since imma having 2 ICT in a year, going for my 2nd ICT in NOV this year)    in the past they hardly call support personnel for ICT de... or few years 1 time, but now twice in a year, seem like singapore is preparing for something ... in case war break out ba...

so betchy... imma wanna enjoy the peace we have now with you , who knows wad the future will be .

Love You Betchy :)

totally relate to this picture :(

" leelee "
7:33 PM


Thursday, April 17, 2014

~*Happy Birthday My Dear Betch!*~ 

hello dear betch! 17 yrs OLD liao uh ! muhahaha ! lets enjoy ourself tml afternoon okies !  must skip ur CCA uh !  then then 2.10pm come out xD  

come to think of it, been a year since that day ! that day dumb dumb betchy got touched by leelee birthday cake at midnite xD  omg seriously didt know that will lead me to what i have today, my dumb betch, my betch who waited for me for so long... crave my name on her wrist without me knowing...crying and thinking of me everyday before i even know betch love me.  it's like... a dream come true for me, all along , i wish someone would be dumb like me, to do stupid stuffs for their love one, someone whom is faithful, caring, would cry for me, would not be money minded like other gals, would love me for who i am and do stupid stuffs together as lover, behave like bestie .  didt know that small little cake would meant so much to you, to make you fall for me with everything you got.  betchy , somehow after knowing you had done all those foolish stuffs, i begin to realize that you're the one im waiting for... i didt accept you because you're pretty or just because im single, i just simply got touched by what you did back then...it was worth it, not being despo and wait for da right one, waited for 23yrs xD  

betchy! lets us be together for life ! let everyone know that there's still true love in this world !   we do quarrel , misunderstand each other at times, but we always got back together within a day, crying to each other about all those misunderstanding, talking things out so to prevent da same thing from happening again.

i feel so bless to have you asshole :)   

I Love You :)

" leelee "
12:00 AM


Monday, April 14, 2014

betchyyy ! once again it's 14th !  our 2nd month anniversary ! wooot ! still love you like before and even more now ! so no worry okies ! you're still my one and only betchyy ! tho there's ups and down, disagreement every here and there,  im still learning more about you, gonna take some time tho, so , even if we quarrel or anything, don angry for long and MUST talk to me okies !  we gotta learn about one another and understand !  don go buying stuffs for this month okies !  don wanna u to stave ~  leelee just wan your love !  betchy cannot get angry when leelee try to correct your mistake okies !   leelee also will not get angry when betchy say leelee are wrong~ we all make mistake , so lets learn together asshole !   and lastly, JIAN FEI AHHH !  HAHHAHAHAHA xD



Happy 2/500 Love Anniversary Sherry Lee Xue Ni !

" leelee "
12:04 AM


Thursday, April 10, 2014

betchyyy fall asleep le :( booooo!  didt say goodnite to me !

past few days have been sick,  like seriously,  2 weeks ago was acting sick to get MC to pei betch go prawning LOL!  now really sick.  but today ,  my nose finally recovered and no more block nose/ flu ! yay !   but still got cough tho~   but still,  today betch drag me to exercise with her xD  omg normally imma stop exercising if im sick,  today was special !  just wanna pei betch cuz... recently been feeling sad... didt really have much time with my betch...morning betch would wake up late and go down late... hence lesser time together in da morning :(  then at nite betch gotta study and i needa slp... T_T  really miss betch alot recently... but she gotta jiayou for her Os... iknow iknow T_T but still miss u la T_T  a

then today told betch about my plan to become jockey~  cuz many ppl recommend me to try out due to my size and weight , and its good money too !  and betch was like afraid i would become playboy and find gals once i got moneh~   but in my mind was like, i could buy more stuff for betch and myself  xD  and betch wad like " all guys are the same ! "    HAHAHA !  betchhhh i prove u wrong already hor !  if u know wad i mean ~  muahaha!  love you even more now~  and imma miss u so much recently :(  

hope ya do well in ur Os asshole !  u say de ahhh after Os will come airport !

I Love You Sherry Lee Xue Ni ~

" leelee "
12:44 AM


Wednesday, April 2, 2014

hohooho~  so many days didt blog le until betch force me to blog :P
last few days was fun and exciting ! cuz i had a long 4 days break instead of the usual 2 days,  took mc for 2 days on thursday and friday to pei betch and frens for prawning~  first time for me !  hahahaa omg didt know betch was pro in prawning !  keep catching so many ! and i was like catching 2 only out of 3 hours LOL!!!   ok this is sua ku but i didt know prawn have kiap kiap ( claw ) LOL!!!  so far only seen prawn without kiap kiap de so i tot prawn didt have it all along omg .  

for the 2nd day,  we went prawning again !  but this time i share rod with betch to learn more on how to catch prawn LOL!  if not it will be a waste of calvin money.  but today was different,  we caught a few " lobster " and betch and i decided to keep some as pet,  betch brought back 2 bigger " lobster " and i brought back the smallest one,  cuz i didt have fish tank at home or any real " keeping fish " experience .

  so on the 3rd day morning ,  i went to search for fish tank for my " lobster " and bought a small fishtank ,  some small fish to keep " lobster " company cuz i keep thinking that he will be bored along
xD , fish and " lobster " food and filter.  so i went home and set up my first ever fishtank in my life,  ( well ignore those fish that i had when i was younger cuz i didt know anything or have a proper fishtank.   so i went researching about lobster and found out that the " lobster " we had
been calling is actually Crayfish,  they look almost the same but just that original Lobster only live in seawater while Crayfish which i have,  is able to live in freshwater.   i told betch about it and she was like,  noooh!  its lobster !  HAHAHA!  until she went google and read it xD   also now i finally know why last time my fish keep dying .   needed something call anti chlorine to pour into the tap water so the fish wont be "stress" or something .   somehow i felt that my fishtank was too small so i went down to get s bigger tank for my Crayfish and fishies  .  gave the smaller tank to betch so she can have a mini fishtank inside her room xD

4th day was aittle disaster cuz my hand slip and crack the fishtank and bought another new tank which is wider yet alittle shorter,  fits exactly how i wan it to be,  bought a few more fishie and a sucker fish,  wanted to buy 2 cuz again,  afraid
that the suckerfish will be bored alone >.<  but betch keep insist it's a "solo" fish lolol.  so in the end i just bought 1.    and also somehow my shrimp kept dying,  today found out the reason was they are being attack by other fish,  and today 1 of my neon tettra died.  gosh... today went to work le,  wonder how my fishy is doing.

" leelee "
6:09 PM