Thursday, March 8, 2007

early 4.30am wake up...first thing on my mind was...will u talk to me...haiz...really hope...we can be like last time again...as u treat me as a fren...come to me when u need help....after i got up from bed...switch on my computer...go in to online game...chat with my fren...suddenly think kennath...wondering y he absent for 3 weeks...meanwhile was thinking..who would be sick for 3 weeks without going to hospital...so i decided to ask my fren...as i am close to 2 of my online frens....so i ask them if they got saw kennath online...(i tell them ken nick) they said have....almost everyday....3am - 6am....i was like WTF.....SICK still can play games daily at MIDNIGHT!! i tired talking to kennath...ask him to wake up from his sense....don be addit to games....but he just don wanna listen...i tired for years...since the day i met him....but this time...i just got to say "sry" to ken...this is my last resort...since he's addict to PirateKingOnline...i just got to find a way to get him out...so i ask my 2 fren for help...i told them ken's story...and i ask them to PK(kill) him on sight...i know it's bad of me to ask them to kill him in game...but...i need to be cruel to be kind....to help u....=/ hope you will get bored from dying and come back school my fren....ok...in sch...saw fadillah...wanted to speak to her..but she give me that look...so i know...something still holding her back from talking to me...so i just walk away...but it break my heart to do this...=/ at maths lesson...we had test...i can tell that she wanted to ask me things....but she didt....haiz....so...when contact time...she was kinda late...ms liao was giving out letters...so i keep 1 for her...when she came...she said "ty ah". at that moment...i suddenly felt happy that you talk to me...but...after saying ty...u turn away...haiz...then we nv talk to each other for the rest of today.....how i was i know wad problem you're facing....i wanna help you...as for me...just hope that i can have the will to train myself to a higher level...to protect my frens...and the one i love....i don wanna 1 day heard that my frens is in trouble and i cant do anything...=/


" leelee "
7:10 PM