Saturday, June 2, 2007

well...been waiting for this day for a long long time...sinice the first time that one of the malay gal in my class plan it...plan to have a class gathering....never had one before...so was really waiting for this day to come....i know that it's going to be a great day...a day to remember my secondary classmate.... and knowing that after today...i don have any other places to go...so was really hoping to spent today as meaningful as possible... so early in the morning...woke up happily...went to meet those malay gals that plan today event...at 6.45am...then we went to east coast...to book place...a nice place for our class...the gal that plan this...even asked for her mother...and 2 sister to fork out money and effort...and another gal woke up in the morning to cooked....we reach east coast at about 7am plus....we get everything ready...at pit 54....we didt had ice for the water...so i was asked to cycle to 7-11 to buy ice...and 7-11 was at around pit 20+....and i had to bring along wahidah younger bro....so after a long ride to 7-11 was kinda tired...so i ask her brother to buy ice...coast $4.20 for a pack of 5kg ice...at first we thought that her brother could carry the ice while standing on my bike...thats y he tag along with me...but after seeing how big it was...haha...don think can...so i hang the pack of 5kg on my left handle...then his brother got up my bike....woot...was really unbalance...i try very hard to balance the whole bike...and ride back....wooot was really really very tired....feel like just drop to the ground....but i know..without the ice...the water would not be nice for our classmate...and i was hoping for the joys that soon to come...so i carry on riding...when we reach back at our pit....was really dam tired...quickly put down my bike and lie down....they ask me to eat...but at that point of time...i cant even eat....so i told them to carry on without me....although we was at there early...all of us waited happily....everyone was waiting for the time to come...that was 10am...but 3 of my chinese boy frens came too early...haha...so we waited together....

but...never did we expect...when it was 10am....no one else came...but we told each other that mayb they are late abit...and bit by bit we waited...no one came....we started to feel disappointed...then...heard that one of the chinese gal name "joanne" would come at 12pm....we was like...wtf....the malay girl and her family had already plan something for every minute of today...then when 1pm...still..no one came....and so much for that chinese girl...."12pm"
the malay girl that plan this...cried.....because...we was all hoping that...today could be a day where we can remember in our heart forever....she and her family didt sleep from yesterday till today....they only sleep for 30minute for the whole night...they was preparing he dish everything....i felt like crying too...was so dam disappointed with our class.......
in the end...we gave up...we played amount those who had come....and some of those who came late....like that chinese gal...came around 2plus....they come late...at least we could forgive them....but after they come...they do their own things....wtf man....really donno y i have this kinda classmate....the malay girl mother had prepare gifts...for us all...fork out her own money and effort....but this is wad we get in return....all we wanted was a memorable day DAMIT!!!
we didt care how much we had to do for this day to come! in return we get this??? a memorable day of disappointment?!??!? im crying now...cuz im really really sad....i guess....those who plan this...would be crying as well....i don cry easily...but im crying now....y it turn out to be like this eh....y is my class like this??!? don u all feel ashame for wad an outsider like rashidah family had done for us??!?!!? don u guys feel guilty eh?!?!? wad are u all thinking eh? say confirm confirm will come...in the end?? i sms 20+ people...and not even 1 reply me!!! i really give up any hope for my class...really really disappointed.....y are they so irresponsible!!!!!
really felt sorry for rashidah family that had help us so much...really have no face to face them...seeing our class like this....


" leelee "
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