Thursday, June 4, 2009
hmm...just went to tampiness gym with Ganpoh, Dom, Jinhao and Kennath at 6pm...
after gym, chatted with Erycka via sms...Ganpoh and the rest decided to go to the coffeeshop where ganpoh's parents are working...starting we was like keep scaring him that we wanted to ask his parents to ask Ganpoh to treat us again...cuz everytime his parents saw us, they would ask Ganpoh to treat us...wahaha!
of cuz in the end we didt...i feel paiseh for it too...so we just order our own food and ate...and notice that Ganpoh did not eat...so we asked why...he said he going home to eat bread....so it was like wierd...and Jinhao said , is it because if he order his food, his parents would ask him to treat us too? he just laugh and turn around...okies after my fishball noodles was here...i ate awhile and told Ganpoh, hey, go order ur food lah...we wont ask you to treat us..promise! we already eating liao...relax....haha he quickly stand up and go to his parents stall and take food...lols
okies...after gym i started coughing like hell, non stop...so just keep coughing while i eat...
soon Jinhao started to cough too...so we was like...uh oh! swine flu !!!
then we talk talk...and after that Kennath said drinking Coke would cure cough...
so i went to buy a can of coke...and again they said, putting salt would be good for my sore throat too...( i told them i had flu since friday...and then cough...sore throat...throat feeling dry )
so Ganpoh took my coke and went to add alittle salt into it...and the coke just splash out!
i was like...Ganpoh!! i wan to drink!! don waste it !!!
lols we didt know that adding salt into coke would make the coke splash out...
yea we dirty the floor and the table due to the coke...so we quickly went away...lols
Ganpoh house was there, so he went home...so Jinhao , Dom , Kennath and me went to take 22 back to bedok reservoir...we asked Joanne to come down and chat for awhile, aww she brought down her new puppy...kinda cute!!
chatted awhile and she went home, so we just walk back to my house downstairs, Kennath went home and Jinhao didt want to go home first...cuz he said there was nth to do at home...
so we company him, we sat at the fitness corner under my block...chatted and stuffs...movies...our bad childhood stuffs...okies mostly is about me...cuz yea i had a bad childhood...so i said alot...they was like...omg you've been living in such a lonely family...
i told them everything...and how i envy people with familys that they can talked to and stuffs...
Dom's expression was like...gosh ur family...don sound like a family...
we chatted until around 11.45pm...and decided to go home!
come to think of it...i really do cherish being with my secondary friends...its the only time that i can be who i am...being able to have them to talk to and stuffs...
because of my family background...im sure that ill cherish a relationship... =]
so...im not gonna give up Erycka...and i told myself...( my own rule )
once that day come...
i must cherish her...
must not do things that would threaten our relationship...
must safeguard her at all cost...
would not take anything for granted...
wanna her be my first and only GF... ( i must not change heart like others do, even after years )
i...just not sure wad to do or say...to let you know that...
i really loves u...
haiz...
okies...12.56am already...gonna try to sleep!
" leelee "
12:56 AM