Friday, April 25, 2014

hais...whole day gone...just like that...  u said u wanna spent time with me...was so happy to hear that, but u brought along ur cousin...and with him around...we cant hug...cant even hold hands...then the moment u step inside the room... its like you totally forgotten about me...u got attracted by them... leaving me alone... sat there waiting for u to play finish...but u sat there with pauline...and then ur cousin...felt so disappointed...so much for saying u wanna pei me...really felt sian...so i took a walk outside and inform u...but u ignore my msg...sometimes i wonder...how much i meant to u...

everyday afterwork, all i wan is just to see u...to keep u company...be it house or cc...im happy just by ur side...everyday i would wake up early and go to ur house just so we can spent that little time together...even if it's my off day, i still slept for just 5-6hours and company u to sch.  but on the other hand...u wont...

everytime we play together...i'll try my best to equalize our strength so you wouldn't get hurt, but at times u would just hurt me...pull my hair real hard...pinch me real hard...

everytime after my deployment...the first thing i do with my phone is to text u...but i realize u don do this sorts of stuffs ...

everytime u starts something...and i reacted to it...u would blame me for getting angry...just like ur indirect on me...i let it go everytime...but everytime it get worst...

mayb i care too much...mayb im too attracted to u...mayb im doing too much for someone i love...

all these little stuffs adds up...and really made me wonder...how much i meant to u...

nights...


" leelee "
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